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cathy


Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Your words swirl
Like tendrils through the air
The haze of hate fills the room
I take a breath and feel the choke
Like second-hand smoke
It will kill.
Not my lungs, but my heart
Slowly kills
Those words the air
Like second-hand hate
I do not breathe it directly
But it reaches me from your mouth
Indirect
You spew. Exhale.
I hold my breath. Do not inhale
I hold my breath. Do not inhale.
The words of hatred.
But they choke me nonetheless.

  1. Blogger ΠΡΕΖΑ TV said:

    ΕΙΣΑΙ ΜΑΥΡΟΣ,ΑΛΛΟΔΑΠΟΣ Η ΠΙΟ ΑΠΛΑ ΔΕΝ ΜΙΛΑΣ ΤΗΝ ΓΛΩΣΣΑ ΜΑΣ?ΤΟΤΕ ΦΙΛΕ ΜΟΥ ΣΥΓΝΩΜΗ ΑΛΛΑ ΠΡΕΠΕΙ ΝΑ ΠΕΘΑΝΕΙΣ.ΓΕΝΝΗΘΗΚΕΣ ΚΑΤΑ ΛΑΘΟΣ.ΔΕΝ ΗΣΟΥΝ ΣΤΟ ΠΡΟΓΡΑΜΜΑ.ΔΕΝ ΕΙΣΑΙ ΔΙΚΟΣ ΜΑΣ.
    ΤΩΡΑ ΛΟΙΠΟΝ ΘΑ ΠΑΩ ΣΠΙΤΙ ΣΟΥ,ΘΑ ΒΙΑΣΩ ΤΗΝ ΑΔΕΛΦΗ ΚΑΙ ΤΗ ΜΑΝΑ ΣΟΥ ΚΑΙ ΘΑ ΚΑΚΟΠΟΙΗΣΩ ΜΕΧΡΙ ΘΑΝΑΤΟΥ ΤΟΝ ΑΔΕΛΦΟ ΚΑΙ ΤΟΝ ΠΑΤΕΡΑ ΣΟΥ.ΜΕΤΑ ΦΥΣΙΚΑ ΘΑ ΤΑ ΚΑΨΩ ΟΛΑ ΓΙΑ ΝΑ ΜΗΝ ΑΦΗΣΩ ΙΧΝΗ.ΕΙΜΑΙ ΕΝΑΣ ΓΝΩΣΤΟΣ-ΑΓΝΩΣΤΟΣ ΕΘΝΙΚΙΣΤΗΣ ΠΟΥ ΛΕΙΤΟΥΡΓΩ ΑΥΤΟΝΟΜΑ ΚΑΙ ΑΛΤΡΟΥΙΣΤΙΚΑ ΓΙΑ ΤΗΝ ΜΑΜΑ ΠΑΤΡΙΔΑ.
    ΤΟ ΠΑΡΑΠΑΝΩ ΔΟΓΜΑ ΑΚΟΛΟΥΘΟΥΣΑΝ ΛΟΙΠΟΝ ΚΑΤΑ ΓΡΑΜΜΑ ΟΙ ΕΥΡΩΠΑΙΟΙ ΓΑΛΛΟΙ ΜΑΣ,ΤΩΝ ΣΑΛΟΝΙΩΝ ΚΑΙ ΤΗΣ ΚΟΥΛΤΟΥΡΑΣ,ΜΕΧΡΙ ΠΟΥ Η ΕΠΑΝΑΣΤΑΣΗ ΤΟΥΣ ΧΤΥΠΗΣΕ ΤΗΝ ΠΟΡΤΑ ΚΑΙ Ο ΑΚΥΡΙΧΤΟΣ ΠΟΛΕΜΟΣ ΑΡΧΙΣΕ.
    ΕΤΣΙ ΥΠΟΤΙΜΟΝΤΑΣ ΓΕΝΙΕΣ ΟΛΟΚΛΗΡΕΣ ΠΟΥ ΜΕΓΑΛΩΣΑΝ ΣΤΟ ΤΟΠΟ ΤΟΥΣ ΔΗΜΙΟΥΡΓΗΣΑΝ ΤΙΣ ΚΑΤΑΛΗΛΕΣ ΣΥΝΘΗΚΕΣ ΩΣΤΕ ΝΑ ΓΚΡΕΜΙΣΤΕΙ ΣΙΓΑ ΣΙΓΑ Η ΒΙΤΡΙΝΑ ΤΟΥ ΠΟΛΙΤΙΣΜΟΥ ΠΟΥ ΕΙΧΑΝ ΧΤIΣΕΙ.
    ΤΕΛΙΚΑ Η ΙΣΤΟΡΙΑ ΕΠΑΝΑΛΑΜΒΑΝΕΤΑΙ ΚΑΙ Η ΠΑΓΚΟΣΜΙΟΠΟΙΗΣΗ ΤΩΝ ΕΠΙΠΤΩΣΕΩΝ ΤΟΥ ΡΑΤΣΙΣΜΟΥ ΑΝΑ ΤΑ ΕΘΝΗ ΑΡΧΙΖΕΙ ΝΑ ΕΚΔΗΛΩΝΕΙ ΤΑ ΠΡΩΤΑ ΤΗΣ ΣΗΜΑΔΙΑ.ΚΑΙ ΤΟ ΚΑΚΟ (ΚΑΛΟ ΤΟ ΛΕΩ ΕΓΩ) ΕΙΝΑΙ ΟΤΙ Ο ΠΟΛΕΜΟΣ ΑΥΤΟΣ ΑΡΓΑ Η ΓΡΗΓΟΡΑ ΘΑ ΕΡΘΕΙ ΚΑΙ ΣΤΗΝ ΧΩΡΑ ΜΑΣ.ΣΥΝΤΟΜΑ ΘΑ ΕΙΝΑΙ ΕΔΩ...
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  1. Blogger Cathy said:

    drugstv;
    Whichever applies, depending on what you said:
    1. thanks for that or
    2. f... you, too.
    Sorry for #2 if #1 applies.
    Chloe, I believe I need a translator:)

  1. Blogger vani said:

    wow- very powerful!

  1. Blogger Chloe said:

    i wanted to comment on your poem but anyway. In a few words it is an anti-racist, anti-globalization post that basically warns about the effects of colonialism, while mentioning recent events in France.
    Has nothing to do with your post.

    Anyway on your post
    hate takes you aback when it comes from a place of love. at least this is what happens with me. when i expect to be hated i don't really hurt that much. i hope this evil wind has stopped blowing.

  1. Blogger Heidi said:

    Cathy...I completely understand that evil wind Chloe mentioned..Wow is all I can say.

    Hugs.

  1. Blogger Cathy said:

    Vani;
    Thoughts are powerful.
    Chloe;
    Thanks for taking the time to translate! and evil wind; what a great way of putting it. you interpreted my thoughts exactly. and now that I have vented, it has blown away.
    Heidi;
    I think there's a few of us that can understand this, unfortunately.

  1. Blogger riskybiz said:

    I don't know what the others are talking about but I liked it.

  1. Blogger momyblogR said:

    Great post. Something to really think about.

  1. Blogger Vanathi said:

    Good posts...

  1. Blogger Michelle said:

    Ooooo, i hear you. Very powerful.

  1. Blogger Wriju said:

    Hatred is such a strong emotion. In a way very similar to love. Isn't attachment so necessary for both love and hate. It is detachment and nonchalance that I am so scared of.
    The post also makes me wonder if you hate just as much as your subject does.

  1. Blogger Cathy said:

    RiskyBiz, Momyblogr, Michelle;
    Thank You.
    Hello Vanathi; Thanks for dropping by.
    Hello Wriju;
    Thanks for dropping by to you too. Detachment is the root of the problem. I would like to think that I can only give love but also expect the same in return. When I don't I transform into hate. You are strikingly close to the core of this dysfunctinal relatinship I have with my mother. I hope you have a great day today and I am sending you lots of love your way:)

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