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Just one more day

Thursday, October 12, 2006

I peaked through the crack
Of the open door of insanity.
And caught a glimpse of the deepest
Darkest hatred, anger and despair.
House of horror,
Evil incarnate, she.

I put my arm out to see if I could
Reach in and rescue the victim of this place.
Both arms were sucked in, by this magnetic force.
I was torn, tugged, chewed up and spat out,
But I held on, and did not let go.
And in my arms, I was holding
You, my dear brother.

We are almost there,
On the long journey out
Of your despair.
Hold on.
Don’t let go.
Your life lines are strong,
And there are no frayed edges.
She no longer holds you in her grasp.

  1. Blogger Trundling Grunt said:

    You are very brave and strong. Hang on in there - we're all with you.

  1. Blogger vani said:

    wow, that was very beautiful cathy. praying good wishes for you tonight!

  1. Blogger missy said:

    Lots of love! xx

  1. Blogger Chloe said:

    you couldn't have found a better photo.
    i have emailed you.
    thinking of you. xxx

  1. Blogger HORIZON said:

    Dear Cathy- that poem was profound and very touching. Hold on in there.
    These last few days l have been going around thinking of you and your halloween package-l am posting this weekend and hope that it brings some happiness to you.

  1. Blogger Pat Paulk said:

    Cathy, this has some postive undertones, hope so!!

  1. Blogger Cathy said:

    I was positive; but now we must wait one more week. Again. Stalled. Give me strength.

  1. Blogger Stephanie said:

    you have so much more strength than anyone i can think of.

    keep holding on.

  1. Blogger PEA said:

    I know that sometimes for every step forward, there is two steps back but eventually we find the way to keep going forward...with your love and help, your brother will win this battle! Hugs xoxo

  1. Blogger Heidi said:

    Wow, I was holding my breath reading this..Very powerful/very beautiful..Sending u tons of Strength and positive energy.

    Take care/Hugs~

  1. Blogger missbhavens said:

    Stay strong, Cathy. Stay brave and hold tight to yourself so you don't get too lost in it all. It's hard to remain guarded while reaching out at the same time.

    You have the will and strength to help you and your brother get through this difficult time.

  1. Blogger Stephanie said:

    I be thinking of you both. Take care.

  1. Blogger Meow said:

    Hugs to you and yours, Cathy.
    Take care, Meow

  1. Blogger poet said:

    you are a wonderful sister, to find the strength within to assist your brother during this horrid ride he's on. take care and i am sending hugs and prayers to you.

  1. Blogger Ben Heller said:

    Stay strong for him Cathy in thoughts and actions..

  1. Blogger Tee said:

    Stand strong. Sending "strength vibes" your way ~~~~


  1. Blogger che said:

    haunting and moving . bravo cathy !

  1. Blogger Connie and Rob said:

    Dear Cathy,
    This must be so scary for you. You have my prayers so that you can keep your strength up to be there for your brother.

    Big hugs,

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